April 2011
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Wind, wind, go away.
Please disappear on Saturday.
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I'm an adult...
So why am I still afraid of my dad?
I’m not a timid little girl anymore. This isn’t how it’s supposed to be.
Now, what does that say about your parenting?
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You can’t always get what you want.
But if you try sometimes well you might just find
You get what you need.
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Dear UNR:
I knew from a few weeks ago that I’d end up spending my undergraduate life at your lovely school. I accepted it, knowing the reason: money. I knew it was the smart choice, so I ignored that feeling of reality pressing in on my brain.
I suppose I thought that college would be my chance to get out and explore the world. To get lost in a big city rich with culture like New York or Boston or...
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Thinking about the past and the future makes me depressed as hell.
I suppose that explains why I try and lose myself in the present.
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Mr. Fabray: No, do not turn this on us! You are the disappointment here!
Quinn: Why? Because I'm not a little girl anymore? Because I made a mistake?
Mr. Fabray: Who are you? I don't recognize you at all.
Quinn: I'm your daughter who loves you. And I know this must be really hard for you, but I just need my daddy to hold me, and tell me it's gonna be okay.
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living a lie.
I’m sick of lying to my parents in order to get what I want and to be happy. I’m sick of pretending to be somebody I’m not because I’m too afraid to be myself. Afraid of the consequences. I’m sick of faking it, each and every day.
I wish I didn’t have to live a lie.
I wish life was easier.
Oh, how I wish.
I wish all the lying would stop now. I’m...
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“Living might mean taking chances,
But they’re worth taking.
Lovin’...”
– “I Hope You Dance” — Lee Ann Womack
All my life, I just wanted to be a nice person. I just wanted to be happy. But sometimes, I feel like I have to force myself to smile and I’m actually not the kind person I once was.
What happened to me?
Sometimes I feel like disappearing forever.
Everybody is so annoying lately.
This is stupid.
Freaking.
2 more days until spring break!
2 more months until graduation!
5 more months until college!
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Can’t we all just get along? It’s the end of senior year. Two more months…and everything’s falling apart and everybody talks crap about each other.
It’s cool I guess, but…SERIOUSLY. I don’t really care it’s just annoying.
here comes a feeling you thought you'd forgotten.
“There’s a story behind every person. There’s a reason why they’re the way they...”
– that’s my answer. (via kerstinnneee)
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to a lovely girl named kerstine;
Hello, Dear. [: I just wanted you to know that you’re beautiful and amazing and when you smile, the world smiles with you. I’ve been freaking blessed to have met you and become so close to you. I know that sometimes it gets hard and the world is far too cruel, but I just wanted you to know that I’ll always be here for you. I’ll be your shoulder to cry on, your arms to fall...
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It annoys me…how I feel like I can talk to my parents about everything and feel like they understand and I start to wonder why I want to get away from them. Then they mention something and I’m kind of just like “Oh, that’s the reason.”
Please let me be my own person.
You don’t really know, but I’ve already fallen short of your expectations.
I’m...
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get at it.
“Pursue what you want.” “Follow your dreams.” “Never let anybody make you feel like you don’t deserve what you want.” “Be the best you can be.”
All my life, I’ve been told to “get at” what it is I want. The trouble was always that I didn’t know what I wanted. I wanted college, education, experience, happiness, travel,...
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i need somebody to talk to.
But I feel like I’m pushing everybody away. I can’t help it though, because I don’t know what to say and I don’t know what I want to hear to make it all better. I can’t help but feel like crap lately. Mind you, it’s not all the time; something will happen and make everything better, but it’s a temporary fix. It’s pain killers, not the surgery.
I...
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i just wanted to tell you.
I’m sorry if my insecurities and fears ruin everything.
(For they are numerous and illogical.)
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i just need somebody to tell me it's all going to...
To tell me that the decisions I’ve made aren’t wrong. That it’s okay to have feelings. To be unsure, afraid, reckless, vulnerable. That somehow it’ll all work out. That it’s okay to feel human.
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